170 days since having sex with my wife.

It has been 170 days since my wifes accident. She has gained about 30lbs and she thinks she is fat and I will leave her for this and her lack of sex drive which i can understand. I told her i am not going anywhere and still find her very sexy even more so her butt has got bigger and I love it. I am allowed to jerk off to picture of her and sometimes she will watch and as usual comment on my lack of size like last night when she took this photo using a vibrating cock ring.