GF made me get a vasectomy at 24

Im in my 20’s and my gf thought it would be a good idea for me to get a vasectomy. she was into sph alot. I was intially hesitant about it. but she said that i would be doing the world a favor by becoming infertile. she said she would still love me the same after. she pciked out the dr, he promised a 99.9% permanent vasectomy because he cuts so low there is almost no chance of being able to reattach the vans def.  so i finally did it, 3 weeks after i had it done she broke up with me. I know now that was her plan from the begining. there is still sperm in the cords after the cut, so you are still fertile until you have 20ish ejaculations. after the procedure she made me jack off into the toilet, then she flushed it. It took about 3 weeks for me to be drained, so we went back to the dr for a sperm check. it was zero. the day after she broke up with me. im sure she got off on it many times. im 25 now and will never be able to procreate, ive learned to live with it and accept it.