My name is Ryan, and my internet girlfriend left me after web cam sex.
Hi there,
When I was about 23, I was at college and I had an internet girlfriend from Thailand. We both caught facebook and internet dating really early on, before all the catfish and guys pretending to be women to cheat people online. We helped study each other language and because I had an interest in graphics, she started to send me photos to edit.
I’m not going to use her real name. She called me monkey, and I called her Monkey2, cus I wasn’t sure which animals represented what part of the culture. She had huge tits for an Asian, of 19 years age. Soon she was taking pics of her breasts and sending me nudes straight out of the shower. This went on for a full year. I would tell her I couldn’t send her nudes back, because pornography was Illegal and I could get into trouble.
However the truth is I was body shy. I was furiously masturbating to her photos though, every night, at least twice. I was maintaining a job at this time and was saving to go out and meet her. We would talk on the phone like we were a proper couple and share “Carepackages” of items – we would gift for birthdays and just because I thought we were in love.
Then after hours of camming for weeks on end, really basic like MSN streaming, before broadband, we decided to have a mammoth webcam sex session…. she gave me a topless tease, – when she surprised me live, all my clothes were off in under 5 seconds flat, and within 30 seconds, I was already recording the show so i could watch it again later. I started stroking, and she was waiting for it to get bigger…..I was tugging myself rapid, so it was hard to make out my dick size, I constantly had to slow back down and disappear my dick for breathers. The whole session lasted for what seemed like a hour. In reality id been tugging a whole 7 minutes.
At the end of it, I wanted Monkey2 to stick around, but she said she was really tired.
She taught my one more piece of Thai before she left that night.
She told me my new nickname was little worm.
From that point on, I didn’t receive any more gift baskets.
When we talked, I was always called little worm,
Suddenly it was really important to spend more time on her studies.
In a year she moved from Thailand to Sweden and getting married to another man.
I would watch the video over and over, masturbate some times, and cry the other.
The worst thing is. I was around 5 inches back then.
But because of a misdiagnosis of schizophrenia, I would later shrink due to a chemical lobotomy for 10 years. I’m now statistically lower than average size for Thailand. Which is one of the lowest averages in the world.
