Reality and Acceptance

My name is Mark, a submissive sissy gurly slave for Goddess Jennifer from showyourtinydick.com. I have gone by many names, including Michelle and sissy Michelle and Sissy Allison but now I am Sissy Madison forever. I have accepted my true self…the girly sweet submissive sissy me. I have only pretended to be a man, to be masculine. Through my sissy training, reprogramming and conditioning I now see I was never really masculine, I was only pretending. My routine of masculinity was only to conform and hide. I have always been interested in panties and womens dresses and shoes. The allure, the femininity and thrill enthralled me. I wanted to know the feeling of lace and satin against my skin. As I eventually began to wear feminine items of clothing, I began to feel the true submissive side of me making its way to the surface. 

My submissive side began to entice me into femdom and brought back memories of being made fun of by girls and women. I felt inferior to women and femdom images fanned the flames of submission. I began to explore more crossdressing with lingerie and heels and makeup and wigs. Then I found sissy pics and fantasies. I wanted to be a feminized sissy gurl more than ever.

Now I have accepted that I am a sissy for life and my training and feminization are rapidly taking over. No wig to hide my identity now…just a submissive, sissified twink who needs more training to become a fully feminized sissy gurly cockslut.