Use me and abuse me like a sissy slut

I’m male 22 looking for a mistress and having troubles for some reason. I’m slim body 120 pounds and submissive looking for a mistress to use me ASAP and send me on missions and make me do things and pimp me out and train me to be proper sissy girl.

I just need to be forced to do things and shoved and motivated! Hope to get help soon! I am meant to be a slave and slutty girl to be used and abused and pimped out and fucked. I don’t think any mistress is dirty enough for me I like kinky and being forced and public humiliation!

My goal would be to own only girl clothes and no boy clothes and be a slave living with a mistress full time serving you at all times. I’d like to be on a collar and be in pink and have my high heels locked on my ankles and I’d never wear heels less than 4 inches. I’d love to start hormones too! I wanna be tied up and locked up when not in use with my holes plugged, mouth gagged and on a leash.