You must jerk off a lot

I used to strike it with my palm of my hand trying to pretend it was big enough but no matter how much I wished it would grow one ior 2 more inches by masterbating 2 to 3 times a day. It never got any bigger and in my mid twenties I started tugging myself when shrunken from the ice and I felt such embarrasment and so small and obsessed even more than ever. I after 5 yrs of marriage and a year of tugging wanting to show her my shrunken shriveled pathetic babydick I walked out the shower and late with my legs over her lap and said look how pathetic my penis is and she snickered and I said tell me tell me what you really think and she didn’t then after 10 mins her touching me everywhere but there I said see you won’t even touch it she laughed and said well I can’t keep you off it to little to grab as she tried she gingerly fondled me moaning I said pinch it and pull on it please she confused fumbling to do it finally got a rhythm and grasp squeezing so hard I couldn’t cum. She said after a minute I need to cum or get hard because I feel like a molesting an adolescent boy. She says I knew you have a small dick and never satisfied me fucking me but God this is so pathetic as she stops and grabs the head and shakes it like a noodle and puts her pinky beside it and starts laughing and then flicks it saying this is exactly what I needed to just come out and tell you I need a real man a real big cock to fuck me. I waisted all these years for the pathetic thing you call a dick more like a dicklette. Instantly I got hard and she says I always knew you were insecure but now I’m thinking your gay you don’t love me because you’d let me fuck another guy and I was oozing and she said tug the little shrimp and be quick I stood there so conflicted but pulling at my limp iced noodle. We only had sex maybe 10 times in the next year when finally she told me her and a guy we knew had been talking and she told him all about that night and she asked him if it was true that he had a big cock and he told her to meet him that weekend and she’d find out first hand. We separated but I didn’t move out till afterwards. She came home noon the next day and said can you leave earlier than we agreed because I’m bringing him here and heis cock was so hard and 3 times bigger than your penis. I could barely fit him in and he was so into me and said my pussy was the tightest he ever felt and she he couldn’t stop himself and pounded me so hard for 2 mins and his cum filled my hole and I never felt yours but his big balls were the fullest and so thick. Undressing to shower she says come here, mad sad and frustrated I do. She makes me look in her panties they were full of his come. She said sorry no more for your little bitty guy. But if you want you can eat my pussy that would feel so good. She showerd and cohursed me to do it. I tried to ask questions but she said eat my pussy now or get out. I asked her if she cleaned herself and she held my face in it. I could taste how raw her stretched gaping hole was and then it was saltier. She said don’t stop it’s clean I’m just orgasming still then I fell a thick glob fill my mouth she I said you never did that for me and she said keep going I want all of his cum lapped up and you can go to the couch. My dicklette jumped to attention but I was hurt mad disgusted but I kept going she said see I might have a need 4 u. I kept lapping deep in her lips and she fed me his cum for 20 minutes and after orgasming she sat on my face telling me I’m a little faggot lapping up his huge load from his huge fat cock and flicking my hard on that’s the proof. Next night she fucked him in our bed and she left the door open and I could here her gasping whispering to be easy. I sat there fucking my hand pussy so hard it hurt cumming less than a minute. Her moans getting so loud hum telling her how good her pussy feels grabbing his big cock making her tell him how it felt and she said it so big I wanted 5yrs on and on. I tugged my self to 3 cummies till I heard her say fill me up yes breed my pussy. Still masterbating he comes out naked and says she wants you to clean her pussy and said you like big cock since your so smolland I’m like no I won’t clean her. He now standing in front of me his cock so big so oerfect