late 30's submissive closeted sissy faggot that cant stop going down the sissy rabbit hole. I'm 5ft 3, 150ish, medium build, auburn/red hair blue eyes, and very small almost non functional clit. I fantasize about men, older daddys corrupting me or tricking me for pics and then using my dirty secrets to push me further and further down the sissy path until i get caught or literally cant function as a "man" anymore. Scared. Unsure. Wet as fuck.