unfuckable

Based on my experiences in life at this point I must conclude I'm unfuckable as well as unlovable. Or am I wrong? At least I've never felt loved. But I've felt humiliated and afraid in so many day-to-day situations like when my doctor saw my penis and laughed, or when my sister saw me in speedos and laughed, or when my only ex asked me if I was in yet while I was humping away... Women either totally ignore me, yell at me in public or take advantage of me.